Today, I went to my very last baby appointment. Not just for
this baby. Forever.
Three babies are just right for us. Zone defense? Not a
prob. ;) I have faith we can do it.
The emotions are slowly sneaking up on me, though. I will
never hear a little heartbeat on the Doppler again, experience the anticipation
of ‘boy or girl’, buy another crib, and in a short year we will forever get rid
of the infant car seat.
I will never feel the kicks again; as uncomfortable as they
are at this point, it is pretty damn awesome that there is a human alive and
moving inside of my stretched out, uncomfortable, stretchmark covered belly.
Newborn diapers will quickly disappear. The sweet smell of
baby soap on a brand new baby. Relaying the excitement of a new baby to our
other kids… this is the last.
At 5AM, July 10th, as long as this little booger
stays put before then, we will welcome the final one.
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